My Story – How I overcame my Addiction

I have been an adent member of this great forum for a long time now. Today i want to talk about how i was able to come out of masturbatio,i know that a lot of people have posted something like this before but i promised God that i was going to share my testimony here. Some time ago, i posted for help on how to quit m@.$turb@.t!@.n and p@.r!n. Lot of people gave me their on advice but today i want to thank God for saving me from it. I started m@.$turb@.t!@.n in 2005 when i was in jss3 and ever since then it has eaten deep into my life. I searched everywhere for help but to no avail.

This thing was killing me slowly but nobody was noticing. It took away my happiness, self esteem, strength and in fact everything good in my life. In the beginning of 2014 i vowed not to indulge in it anymore but six months later i found myself in it again. To me it was as if i was the only one plagued with m@.$turb@.t!@.n so in July 2015 i went online to look for help on how to quit ,there i saw people that had the same problem with me. Some have even been doing longer than myself. It was there i then i took the decision that i want to quit.

I said i want to testify that i was able to come out of it and also use my testimony to show people that God can save one from whatever addiction one has. I told myself that whatever that has a beginning must surely have an end and that the end for my addiction have come. I prayed farvently and told God that i want to testify and help bring people out. From that time till now God has really helped me and i haven’t indulged in it again. I stay alone almost all the time and the thought of m@.$turb@.t!@.n has never crossed my mind. I have quite watching p@.r!n because i know that is the genesis of my problem.
I want to say to someone out there that is trying to quit his/her addiction that God can help you. With prayer and chastity you can come out of it. Ever since i stopped my addiction i have been able to gain my self esteem back, gain focus, strength and everything i lost is gradually coming back to me.

The only problem is that my joystick have degenerated to an alarming stage because i masturbated to a point where i no longer have to stimulate my joystick before Erupting, merely thinking about S3@.!xx:’ scenes or me S3@.!xx:’ing a girl I’d just cum on myself. Although i can still have an Attention but the joystick is very soft and looks weak.

I don’t know if anyone knows what i can do to get it back to how it was. I have tried kegel exercise, drank some herbal drugs, taken revive from Kedi health store but none has worked for me. My happiness is that i am done with m@.$turb@.t!@.n and i can now focus on getting my life back.

Please pardon my poor use of English as i am not very good at writing. Mods please help me push it to the appropriate place where it can gain recognition . Thank you

Source:Nairaland